I have had 12 hours of sleep since Monday morning (when I got home from work...) I feel very bleh.... I have to stay awake today, So I can be tired enough to sleep tonight, cause I work at 6:30 tomorrow morning... and again 12 hours of work as always... At least I only have to work 2 day shifts then I get 6 days off, THANK F---ing GOD!

I feel like taking a Nap.. but if I do I will totally screw my body clock up even more... even though its Royally screwed already... God dammit why did I have to go to a meeting 5 hours after I got off work... only 3hours of sleep that day.... Guh!! and even though I am tired, I CANT GET TO SLEEP! I just lay there... SO ANNOYING! I don't wanna take Sleeping sedatives or tranquilizers... but god damn is it tempting...

I am gonna try and draw... but I dunno how well it will turn out... and I am really hating Coloring at the moment... I used to love it, but I just hate it lol. Shading and highlights don't come out the way I want them :\ and my Hand is too shifty to make smooth lines bah!

I want to finish that pic, just to finish it now... and that isn't good... might wait to work on that again....

EMO EMO EMO! I am going crazy! lol

Also found out last night that my parents place is being haunted by a ghost lol

My 6 Year old Nephew: "There is an old man talking to me in my bedroom"
My mom:"It's probably just a ghost lol"
Nephew:"I don't like it, he is bugging me and I can't sleep"

later that evening my Dad see's a large black apparition moving around down in the basement, when he was down there himself.

I have even seen things and heard things in that house.. but now I know for sure it isn't just me.... YEESH!

Anyways Iam off to do stuff.... that will hopefully keep me awake... Weeeeee...... *Crash and Dead*

I SHOULD DRAW SOMETHING SEXY! Maybe that will kick my Male hormones in and keep me awake!